Brae's first fall from the bed

Brae had his first fall from the bed yesterday night. I was in the bathroom and hubby was downstairs cleaning the house. Before that, I placed Brae in the middle of our bed surrounded by pillows (what we usually do when we leave him on the bed alone) and gave him some toys to play with. As it is with him these days, he started crying the instant I walked into the bathroom. Cry, cry, cry, followed by a loud "Thuudd", then cry, cry cry. I quickly rushed out of the bathroom and saw Brae lying prone on the floor crying his lungs out. "Oh sh*t!!!", was the first phrase that came out of my mouth. I nearly cried when I lifted him up from the floor. By that time, hubby also made it to the room (didn't know he could move so fast). I carried Brae and comforted him. "It's okay...it's okay", I whispered to Brae but he still kept crying. Oh no, deep trouble this time. Hubby took over to try to calm Brae down and after a short while, Brae stopped crying. We checked him over and fortunately, no blood, no blue black marks and no cracked bones. Brae seemed fine. Hubby played with Brae and he laughed. Ahhhh....we felt very relieved when we heard him laugh. I was wondering how he fell off the bed. He must have toppled down the sideof the bed after pushing his "pillow wall" out of the way with his famous rolling action. I'm a BAD mummy.....!!!! Makes me feel so BAD....!!!! So sorry, Braedyn!